19/9/1999(Sun) 6:38pm
Hi
It's Sunday and I'm so free at home. Sitting in front of my PC my mind drifted away. I day dreamed dating my dream gal and both of us doing things together. I planned these things in my head: restaurant, cinema, hand-in-hand, etc. Then my mind drifted back. I think,consciously now, it is impossible to ask her out. She won't come out. Then, I logged onto the Internet. Using ICQ, I found a few friends online too. Connie, my dream gal's fren was online too. I greeted her. She asked why am I not taking any action. Confession is not enough, she said.
"She won't come out"
"You already gave up before you try"
"but..."
"U r too cawardly." She told me lots of thing. She told me tat my Dream gal dun like to see me. She told me that my dream gal will scold her if she mention my name in front of her.
Oh boy! It really seems hopelass. After hearing what she has said I felt more hopeless...
I decide to give up. Am I doing the right thing? She is really nice, really really nice. I'll regret if I give up, but what else can I do? Should I ask her out? How am I to do that? Is it really possible that we can change a gal's opinion?Teach me!!!
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